SLOVIANSK, Ukraine — One Ukrainian brigade defended the same block of industrial buildings for months without a break. Another had been in Avdiivka for nearly the entire two years of the war, bone-tired but with no replacements to relieve them.
Newly recruited soldiers of Ukraine’s 3rd Assault Brigade line up at a military base Sept. 25, 2023, close to Kyiv, Ukraine.
Ammunition was low, and the Russians conducted dozens of airstrikes every day, using “glide bombs” to obliterate even fortified positions.
Russian soldiers came in waves: First lightly armed grunts, to force the Ukrainian defenders to spend precious bullets, followed by well-trained soldiers. Sometimes groups of Russians popped out of tunnels in front of them and opened fire.
As morale plummeted, a battalion commander — in charge of hundreds of men — vanished under murky circumstances, according to law enforcement documents seen by The Associated Press. One of the soldiers with him was found dead. The commander and another soldier with them have not been seen since.
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Within a week, Ukraine had lost Avdiivka, the city in the Donetsk region that it had been defending since long before Russia’s full-scale invasion. Nearly surrounded and vastly outnumbered, the Ukrainians made the decision to withdraw and avoid the same kind of deadly siege soldiers experienced in the port city of Mariupol’s Azovstal steel mill, where thousands were taken captive or killed.
The Associated Press interviewed 10 Ukrainian soldiers to reconstruct how dwindling ammunition, overwhelming Russian numbers and military mismanagement led to the worst Ukrainian defeat in a year. The same problems pose risks for Ukraine’s near future.
“We weren’t so much physically exhausted as psychologically, being chained to that place,” said Viktor Biliak, an infantryman with the 110th Brigade who had been in the area since March 2022.
In this undated photo taken on the front-line, provided by Viktor Biliak, a Ukrainian infantryman with the 110th brigade, center, surrounded by fellow soldiers, poses for a photo, in Avdiivka, Donetsk region, Ukraine.
His unit was on the southern outskirts of Avdiivka, in a position called Zenith. Normally the men would dig fortifications, but Biliak said there were constant Russian attacks, and no energy or equipment beyond hand shovels.
A soldier named Oleh arrived in mid-October with the 47th Brigade. Ill-trained Russian infantry, wearing new uniforms and marching in rows, made easy targets, he said. The Ukrainian equipment worked and ammunition supplies were enough to return fire.
But by the end of November, during a major Russian assault, the Ukrainians realized something had changed: The skies filled with glide bombs, unguided Soviet-era weapons retrofitted with a navigational targeting system, as well as motion-sensing explosive drones that could enter buildings and hunt down personnel.
With ammunition stocks running low, the Ukrainians fought back with whatever caliber of ammunition was left in the warehouses. For every shell they fired, the Russians fired eight or nine, the men said.
“The longer it went, the more we got this stew of shells for all kinds of weapons,” Oleh said.
Among the Ukrainian soldiers, the idea of defeat took seed.
Hundreds of Ukrainian forces withdrew to Avdiivka’s coke plant after repeated Russian onslaughts last fall. The Soviet-era factory, a warren of alleys, railways and tunnels, was a near-perfect defensive position.
But as the new year began, even the coke plant felt vulnerable.
Ukrainian brigades try to rotate men out of direct front-line positions after a matter of days or a week at most. And brigades with long-term engagements are supposed to be pulled back and reinforced to allow them to replace people lost to death or injury, rest their nerves and resupply.
That didn’t happen in Avdiivka.
As officials in Kyiv argued over the delicate question of expanding the draft, many of the soldiers in the east felt abandoned by Western allies who no longer sent weapons, by their high command, and by fellow Ukrainians.
In addition to endless frontal assaults, Russian soldiers started popping up, opening fire on the Ukrainians before disappearing.
“They just kept throwing themselves at the coke plant, leaving piles of their corpses there. Mountains of bodies and heaps of smashed equipment,” said Maksym, a soldier in the Presidential Brigade.
But the Russians had a seemingly limitless supply of men and ammunition. The Ukrainian men saw their options narrowing.
With the constant pressure and the lack of foreign help, there was talk of retreat, Oleh said. “Their constant assaults exhausted us.”
The 3rd Assault Brigade arrived early in the second week of February, with orders to head to the coke plant. By the time the seasoned Ukrainian fighters got there, Russian troops had nearly closed a wide pincer around it.
On Feb. 8, Ukrainian President Volodymyr Zelenskyy fired Ukraine’s military chief, Gen. Valerii Zaluzhnyi. It was the biggest shake-up of the military since the start of the war.
The next day just outside Avdiivka, officers fighting to save the town gathered in a command post a few miles from the coke plant. There was a heated discussion and the commander and two soldiers got into a car. What happened next is unclear, at a time when emotions were running high and Russian saboteurs were appearing behind the Ukrainian lines.
Authorities don’t believe the missing officer had classified information or military hardware on him when he disappeared with the two others. One of the soldiers was found dead nearby of gunshot wounds. The commander and the other man vanished.
The AP is not naming the men to avoid endangering anyone who might be prisoner.
On Feb. 15, Biliak received the order for a nighttime retreat for the 110th Brigade from his point on the southern flank of Avdiivka. He had been at the same intersection for just under two years.
“It would have been joyful if it had happened earlier. We were always ready to drop everything and flee from there because we had known for a long time that the end was coming,” Biliak said. “But then we already knew it was too late, and it was out of desperation.”
The 3rd Assault Brigade received the command to retreat from the coke plant the next day.
On Feb. 17, Russia claimed control of Avdiivka.
Two years into war, thousands of Ukrainians search for missing loved ones
Natalia Sheleshei, 39, and her children Yehor, 12, and Anastasia, 5, wait Feb. 12 for the return of Serhii at their apartment in Kyiv, Ukraine. Serhii Sheleshei, 49, a Ukrainian serviceman, disappeared Oct. 12, 2022, with three of his comrades during fighting at the frontline near Zaitseve, Donetsk region. "For a year and five months, I've lived with the uncertainty of whether my husband is alive or not," said Natalia, who juggles two jobs. "He adored the children. Whenever he could, he would call, saying 'I love you' and 'I worry about you.'"
They are among thousands of Ukrainians desperately seeking news of loved ones who have disappeared in the two years since Russia’s full-scale invasion began. According to Ukraine’s National Police, more than 30,000 people have been reported missing in the last 24 months.
Iryna Reva, 59, waits for her son Vladyslav at her apartment in Kyiv, Ukraine on Feb. 9, 2024. Vladyslav Reva, 25, a Ukrainian soldier with the 72nd Mechanized Brigade went missing during fighting against Russian forces near Vuhlehirsk Power Station in the Donetsk region on July 24, 2022. Iryna's son-in-law, Oleksandr Dygalo, who served in the 95th brigade has also disappeared. He was last seen on March 12, 2023 in Donetsk region.
The International Committee of the Red Cross says since February 2022 its team has been contacted more than 100,000 times by families searching for their loved ones.
Maria Lezhnova, 52, sits surrounded by her pets as she waits for her son Hryhorii inside her apartment in Kyiv, Ukraine on Feb. 15, 2024. Hryhorii Polevyi, 29, a military medic with the 120th Battalion went missing at the frontline in Mayorsk, Donetsk region, on November 4, 2022. Along with him, ten other servicemen disappeared. The day before he vanished, he sent a message to his mother saying simply: "Love you very much, I will go without connection for some time."
Larysa, 31, with her 4-year-old daughter, Olha, await the return of her husband Mykola at their apartment in Kyiv, Ukraine, on Feb. 14, 2024. Mykola, a Ukrainian serviceman with the 30th Mechanized Brigade went missing during fighting at the frontline in Ozarianivka, Donetsk region on Nov. 2, 2022. Ukrainian forces later reclaimed the positions, finding his armored vest, phone, and military ID card. "My husband was taken captive by Wagner forces, but I don't know anything about his fate or whereabouts," Larysa said, her voice heavy with uncertainty. "On Oct. 22, 2022, we had our last meeting. He came to Kyiv to drive a car to the frontline. That day, he told me that a few days before some guys from his unit were captured. With a sinking heart, I asked him to share his phone's live location, to which he replied that it wouldn't make any sense. 'And where will I look for you then?' I jokingly asked. 'It'll be as it'll be,' he calmly replied, as if already accepted what was to come in a week," Larysa recounted, reflecting on their final encounter.
Olena Diachenko, 38, along with her children Maksym, 13, Margaryta, 10, and Myroslava, 5, await the return of husband and father Oleksandr in Mala Ofirna, Kyiv region, on Feb. 14, 2024. Oleksandr Diachenko, 37, serviceman of the 30th Mechanized Brigade missed during fighting at the frontline in Bohdanivka, Donetsk region, on March 4, 2023. "Children don't wish for presents on their birthdays; they wish for their father to come back," Olena said.
Tetiana, 60, with her son Klim Khvostenko, 35, await the return of her husband in their rented apartment in Kyiv, Ukraine on Feb. 13, 2024. Oleh Khvostenko, 62, a civilian, went missing after being arrested by Russian military police in Dniprorudne, Zaporizhzhia region on July 2, 2022. Since then, the family has struggled to obtain information about his fate and whereabouts.
Valentyna Yeremenko, 95, sits in her daughter's home while waiting for the return of her husband Mykola in Bucha, Kyiv region, on Feb. 11, 2024. Mykola Yeremenko, 96, a veteran of World War II, went missing during the Russian occupation of Irpin, Kyiv region on March 19, 2022. Valentyna, who celebrated their 70-year wedding anniversary with Mykola just a few years ago, longs for his return. "We haven't heard anything about Mykola, only the tear-off calendar on the wall remains, and March 19 is the last day a leaf was torn off… that's when he vanished," said Valentyna's daughter Liudmila Yeremenko reflecting on his disappearance. This is not the only tragedy in Valentyna's family. During the Russian occupation in March 2022, a sniper killed her granddaughter Tetiana Yeremenko. She was 47 years old.
Natalia, 35, waits for her missing husband Yuriy at her apartment in Kyiv, Ukraine on Feb. 8, 2024. Yuriy, 39, a Ukrainian serviceman, disappeared during fighting against Russian forces on Aug. 14, 2022 near Bakhmut, Donetsk region. He joined the Ukrainian Armed Forces at the beginning of the full scale invasion, took part in defending the Kyiv region and was later sent to fight in the east. "He loves his family, his son, and truly loves Ukraine," Natalia said, recalling her beloved husband.
Svitlana Klymenko, 53, and her son Viacheslav, 31, wait for her husband at her apartment in Ivankiv, Kyiv region on Feb. 10, 2024. Oleh Klymenko, who worked as an emergency medical responder went missing on March 6, 2022 during the Russian occupation of Ivankiv. He vanished on his way home from work and since then his family have had no news of his whereabouts. "On the tenth day of the occupation, he went home to change clothes, to keep functioning normally, to continue working, but he didn't return to work. This happened in broad daylight," Viacheslav said. The war took the family's father but also a son Mykola, who was killed during the fighting against Russian forces in the besieged city of Mariupol in March 2022.
Liubov Opanasenko, 72, sits at home waiting for the return of her husband Oleksandr in Svitilna, Kyiv region, Ukraine on Feb. 11, 2024. A local resident Oleksandr, 71, chose to remain behind when his wife and son evacuated. He disappeared on March 9, 2022, during the Russian occupation of Svitilna. He was taken from his home by Russian forces and no one has seen him since. "Hope is all that's left, but it's there. Whenever someone returns from captivity, I immediately look to see if it's him," Liubov said.
Daryna Herasymenko, 26, waits for her missing husband Serhii in an apartment in Kyiv, Ukraine on Feb. 13, 2024. Serhii Herasymenko, 29, a Ukrainian serviceman with the 46th Separate Air Assault Brigade disappeared during fighting at the frontline near Bakhmut, Donetsk region on Dec. 10, 2022. "Mentally, I am still in December (2022)," said Daryna, who has been with Serhii for seven years. "All I know is that they went on the assault, and that's it," she added.
Nina Kovalyk, 47, sits in her apartment while she waits for the return of her brother Andrii in Kyiv, Ukraine on Feb. 11, 2024. Andrii, 48, a Ukrainian serviceman from the Territorial Defense disappeared during the fighting against Russian forces in Mariupol on March 21, 2022. His wife and two children were forced to evacuate from Mariupol through Russia and Belarus and they currently live as refugees in Poland. "He got surrounded with his battalion, no one made it out… they all disappeared without a trace," Nina says. According to an investigation's findings, Andrii's whereabouts, along with his battalion remain unknown.
Hanna Rudak, 27, sits in her rented apartment while waiting for the return of her husband Andrii in Kyiv, Ukraine on Feb. 12, 2024. Andrii Rudak, 28, a Ukrainian serviceman with the 30th Mechanized Brigade disappeared during the fighting against Wagner forces at the frontline in Odradivka, Donetsk region on Oct. 15, 2022. Hanna often dreams of Andrii returning to her alive. "Disappearance without a trace is a huge problem. You look at Russian Telegram channels, there lies a body, unrecognizable, and you scrutinize it by the uniform, by the hands, by the hair, hoping it's not him," Hanna says of her search for Andrii.
Former wife Olha, 35, father Arthur, 64, mother Sofia, 69, and daughter Eva, 7, await the return of Rostyslav at their apartment in Kyiv, Ukraine on Feb. 14, 2024. Rostyslav, 40, a serviceman with the 30th Mechanized Brigade went missing during fighting at the frontline in Mykolaivka Druha, Donetsk region, Ukraine on Sept. 13, 2022. "After some time, I found his military ID on one of the Russian telegram channels. I still believe that he is alive," said Olha.
Nina Tkachenko, 47, sits with her daughter Polina, 7, awaiting the return of her husband Vasyl at their rented apartment in Kyiv, Ukraine on Feb. 15, 2024. Vasyl Yurchuk, 39, a Ukrainian serviceman with the 77th Air Assault Brigade went missing during an evacuation operation of an injured comrade at the frontline in Paraskoviivka, Donetsk region, on Jan. 27, 2023. Before the full-scale invasion he was a former private businessman selling windows.

